The project I'm working on currently is about my love for the city. I call it...uhm... no, I don't have a name for it yet, don't wanna push it. But it's on city aesthetics, or 'urban' if you wish. It's about visiting a place and then having to leave - that sentimental moment when all you want is to take a piece of this place with you.
I come from Gothenburg, Sweden (no, not Gotham City, but thank you all you thousands of guys who thought that was a funny way to break the ice), in size second only to Stockholm, so the city is where I grew up. Since moving abroad for the first time in 2006 I have been absorbed by the idea of 'home' vs 'away'. I had no idea I could feel patriotism until I left my motherland. And still I had chosen to leave it, having criticized it on many points for many years with no remorse.
I love the thought of a city or a place having its own
identity. A city isn't a collection of buildings. It is a soul, an aura, an atmosphere. It puts its mark on us, and we mark it with our presence. A city identity is created very little by its architecture and so much by its people - the authorities running it in good or less good ways, the ways that people treat each other, talk to each other, or don't talk to each other, how problems are solved, how people find hope after finding themselves hopeless.
And so many people in Europe go traveling to find their true selves, or to find a place that they think can complete their image of themselves - they go shopping for identity, large-scale. I'm no exception, I would do it more if I could! That search is a luxury and a curse of our European generation. What you want to find is not a geographical matter, but of course a spiritual one. The search can make your life a blurry and vague no man's land. But having realized your role in cosmos, like a piece of lego in the gigantic imaginary design that is your view on the world, the journey gets magical and you feel part of everything you see, while possessing the opportunity to place yourself where your influence is of the greatest use.